The last post

So, since I came back from vacation I've been struggling to come up with more posts to write about. I still feel the same sadness, I still can't believe this happened, and the worst, my husband is still in a coma with NO chance of ever waking up. My mind is not capable anymore of being empty, I'm always thinking about it, about our life before, and about what will happen with him and with me. I'm still lost and I will always be lost in this world without him.

But it's true that, even not making any effort for this, little by little I started allowing myself to enjoy little moments of happiness. I am sure (although my friends say it's stupid to say this) that I will never be the same, and the sadness of losing my husband with tons of dreams on our hands will always be greater than anything good that might happen in the future. Fortunately, when I'm enjoying these moments, it can happen that I forget about everything. One good example is when I am playing games with my Godson. He is 8 years old, so innocent, and he is capable of absorbing all of my concentration to him and we have tons of fun.

So, in order to celebrate these little good things, and also in honor of all the efforts of my friends and family to see me better, I will stop writing on this blog, to write on another blog that will show this other side of my new life. I will give (the good) news about myself and also write about stuff that I like.

Let me take the opportunity and thank God for the blessed people that showed up to help me!

I am grateful for the ones who have patience to let me talk about my pain and I hope I can still count on them.

See you in http://tapioca.carolinacarneiro.com/ !!