A year ago this date I was trying my custom-made wedding dress for the first time. That means I had already left the place I was living and I travelled to my country, where the wedding took place. Beautiful, simple and elegant. I never wanted it to look like a queen-type gown. I'm not a queen. I just wanted to look elegant. And comfortable! Never like these brides that can't move at the biggest party they will ever be able to throw, right?
Honestly, I wanted to have fun through and enjoy everything I could about all this, but I couldn't wait to start my life with him. A lot of people think so much about their wedding day that they forget to think about their marriage. I guess that's why so many couples end up separating.
This day I also had a very fun bridal party, where the gifts were all nice and sexy lingerie. Not stuff for the kitchen. A bunch of friends that I know since I was 6 years old came in and I had not seen them for the longest time. All these good memories, I have no idea if I'm happy or sad to have them, this is all so surreal to me still. It's like I don't even know what to feel, so I don't cry nor I smile.
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Quero chorar. This month is going to be brutal for you and your memories, they should be celebrations and not surreal events that happened to someone else at some other time. At least you have something to look forward to in Dec, Jan, Feb!! Keep posting and remember we're thinking of you.
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